Last night we watched Pirates XXX as a house activity. It's strange how in the span of two hours you can forget that you're watching real people getting it on while being videotaped with your roommates. It was an all right time.
I think I am becoming depressed again. Probably the worst thing ever to possibly happen.
Today felt like the worst day I've had in a long time. I feel distant and unable to connect with anyone. And I feel like the people I'm surrounded with are friends with me more on a superficial level than anything. And they don't actually care one way or the other that I exist. Or that I'm happy.
I applied for assistance today. I had to go to the Arc. Which I didn't like. Everyone there is fake. And it scares me.
I've been thinking on a fucked level. About people and their motives, and why anyone does anything. And that's also scary too. Especially having realizations about that sort of thing.
Shay wants their computer back.
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